So, after a year and a half of being show-less due to my utter fear of people, I am finally in a show...Candide. It's only a local show and someone I nabbed a supporting role, but it's a show. A good-launch point, though I'm still having the same issues. I still think I don't deserve to be there. And in my heart I know I do...but I can't stop feeling like I'm not good enough. Stupid social anxiety disorder (which I've actually been officially diagnosed with by the way, yay!) Yay, not so much because it's a great thing to have, but I'm so glad what I feel has a name. So I had a job I HATED (long story) from March- the very end of September. Now I only have a part timer at Lane Bryant due to my quitting (but I really couldn't stay any longer). Now I just have to make sure I don't become agoraphobic again. I think it'll be ok this time. As long as I keep myself busy. Hmmm. And Ooo, I'm gonna apply to grad school for theater education. I'm thinkin' Emerson or Boston U...why do I always end up in MA? I looked at NYU's (The rest are in the south or west coast) but I don't know if I want to school it in NYC. Hmmm.
C'est tout pour (now). Yes...since high school that's about all the bad french I have.